today, i wasn’t able to go to school to see him, so instead, he traveled all the way from school to our place just to whisper to me that he loves me. (then he left right away to finish his exam. ) i love him so. :D
today is hearts day, yey! and my darling made it sure that our first valentines day together would be memorable. Since today is tuesday, both of us had class so i expected that we could just celebrate on the weekends.
the start of the day was really a bummer, but the next event changed. without any idea, this familiar face that i long to see suddenly appeared right in front of me. SURPRISE!! He came in with a purple rose in his hands, then my classmates howled as they teased us. He was in his green polo with a pair of jeans, and yeah, we were smiling the whole time. Oh, and he also gave me a heart shaped box of chocolate truffles. so sweet isn’t it?
we then went to eat lunch together at pizza hut at marquee. the first place where we had our first date, it was just so fun. :D
we then went home and ♥
6:10pm, good morning again. :D
at home we had a single candle lit dinner, it wasn’t those fancy kind of dinner dates, actually, we even used our hands to eat. ha!
well, to sum it up, im so happy to have this very ideal valentine’s day with the man that i will be loving forever. we are not like those couples who would sooner or later end up leaving each other, but we wouldn’t, ever! :D
im just so lucky to have him, im so blessed to be loved by him. he is my everything, and i couldnt imagine living life without him. i miss him so much. ♥
whenever i look at our old photographs together,
there is this feeling where
it seems that my heart is being squished.
there is this uneasiness
because you’re so far from me…
and the thing is,
i cant do anything about it.
why do we have to be so far from each other?
why can’t it be like the way we are every sunday afternoon?
im sorry if this seems weird, but i dont know…
maybe i just really miss you.
IT STILL AMAZES ME.
it still amazes me how much you love me,
and every time i start to think about you and me,
i just cant help but be struck in awe.
WOW.
Could you believe it?
i can’t imagine me saying it, but
true love actually exist,
how there is someone who’s meant for me,
destined to be the one who would be loving me.
i don’t know.
it just gives me those thrills running up my spine
to think that God is surely good to me,
you see, he reserved you for me.
He protected you from all those possible heart aches,
He gave you the signal to wait. wait for me.
thank you for waiting for me.
i love you.♥
this is my HOME.
i finally found the arms that would embrace me,
the hands that would never let me go,
the gentle voice that would ease all my sadness away,
and the love that continuously reminds me
that i would never have to live another day of my life being
depressed, broken, and alone,
because you will always be there,
you will always be my miracle that seems so unbelievable
yet you made all my hopes and dreams come true.
i love you. i really do,
and thank you for giving me a HOME where i could stay
for the rest of my forever.~♥
-red.towel

